last day at Malifax.

its currently 7.56pm. I'm in the office right now, doing my last OT on my last day of my 3 months attachment at Malifax. I'm supposed to be picking up calls and helping people with love but surprisingly this Friday night, phone calls doesn't seem to be coming in. Anyway, I'm sort of having some mixed emotions as im typing this, flashbacks running through my mind constantly.

I still remember the very first day I came for work, not knowing anyone in this office, other than my attachment partner. Everyone seemed so cool and cold blooded, how cool is that. Anyway, I just served my last walked-in customer and oh, Ms Cindy just popped by and said "Good luck Shiwei, all the best !" Oh well, all this is kinda making me feel abit sad about leaving. But anyway, thats just how it is isn't it, people come and go, part and parcel of life, blablabla.

I would say that for the 3 months I was here, tons of things happened, be it at work or not. It was definitely one of the most difficult phase of my life. Well, i managed to pull through and still smile every night before i sleep and every morning before i leave for work. Honestly speaking, I was dreading work in the beginning stages and i wished that the 3 months would end at the speed of light. And strangely, on this very official last day at work, i wondered. I was never a person like this, and I seriously don't know whats going on.

Touching on that, actually I was never a person who knows what exactly I want. I lived my life day from day, day to day, day by day. I know I was happy in the past, well, not exactly that happy, but certainly much happier than I am now. I mean, I am very contented about what I already have now, but I know theres still something lacking, and its always been like this.

I guess time flew past too quietly and cruelly. I was never good at goodbyes, and I know I never will be, if you can actually catch what I really meant. Ahh, this post is craps, bye.