Wednesday, May 21, 2008

21-5-2008

im feeling so fucked up right now, and i dont know why. i know how i feel but its so difficult to pinpoint and bring it across. i wanna blog it down coz i know i'll feel much better but i dont really know how to put everything into simple words.

erm, alright, basically, its like you see this particular t-shirt in the shop and you fell in love with it instantly. you asked the sales person for your size but its sold out. SIAN. okay then youre informed that there MAY BE another batch of stocks coming in a few days' time. so you get high and excited and everything, coz you see this glimpse of hope, of getting your hands on that t-shirt.

so after a few days, you happily went back to the shop AND REALIZED THE COLOUR YOU WANT IS NOT AVAILABLE, AND NEVER WILL BE. how do you feel?

SIAN, JIT TAO SIAN.

wells the scenario is not what exactly happened, its just an example about how i am feeling right now. i feel so stupid. fuck it. bye

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