So school started, first day of school today. Its Year 3 so naturally I expected changes, changes like different classes, new classmates, familiar faces that i dont get to see that often anymore and the list just goes on. Sadly, school didnt go well a single bit, and im utterly disgusted. Hardly able to catch up with what the lecturer is talking about, screwed up timetable, big classes, unfriendly faces and drifted friends.
Its always times like this where by i feel that there is no point in going to school. I mean, i dont feel happy going to school like in the past, i no longer got many friends to cheer me up when im feeling blue, no more going home together and no longer speaking as much in school. Its such a bore to go to school now, seriously. Im dreading school like mad, and its only the first day.
And then it leads to me thinking about my future. I've got zero clue about whats gonna happen next time. Grades and GPA which is as low Flo Rida feat T-Pain, not much skills on hand, no interest in anything and not knowing what me myself exactly wants is the worst. Hence its always times like that when i feel like giving up on myself. This feeling is just so intense that practically nothing interests me or makes me happy.
Ahhh, and suddenly, that small little gesture from you cheered me up. You might not know it, its just like promising me heaven when im just a step away from hell. You reminded me that i can face anything and everything just starting from a smile. Thanks, to you :)
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