21-2-2008

well its been major long since i last blogged, so in order to get my blogging mood back, ive decided to change my damn skin ! nah actually the main reasons is because many people complained they are sick of looking at my face in the previous skin, and i wanna keep myself occupied so i wont feel bad for not studying for my exams HAHAHA !

during my absence from this blog of mine, many things took place and i am actually quite lost about where to start. right, the major one would definitely be the the fact that im going to be in yr 3 the coming semester, which also means seperation from some of my good friends in school, coz we got into different specializations. yeah i know its kinda late to talk about this but seriously, i was never good at goodbyes. coz of those few crazy people, ive managed to put everything together got through the first 2 yrs smooth sailing. they've definitely helped me a shit lot, and i might be a burden to some. i mean, we cant possibly know whats on other people's mind but i do hope we can all forget about mistakes that occurred and carry on being very good friends. its kinda sad to know that people you played with in class, took bus to school with you, slapped your face, pinched you kicked you laughed at you and all, are mostly going on different paths and carry on with their very own lives. anyway, end of the day, its just another fact i gotta accept, and i wish you guys all the best man ! just another parcel of life i guess =)

im done with 2 exam papers, which means ive only got 1 left ! which is on next monday. AND AND AND ! next sunday will be the departure date for me to go on Project Sabai Sabai ! seriously im kinda looking forward to the trip, seriously seriously. i do hope for the 2 weeks there, i get to experience things i believe not everyone get to experience even in their entire lifetime, and when i get back, i will learn to appreciate everything more. people im telling you, we are damn fortunate to be singapore kids okay. damn it.

and damn it, more and more people are getting attached around me can. i seriously need to find a gf LOL. i mean, i want a gf, but i dont need one. and i need a gf, but i dont want one. see, i dont know what i want okay lagi best bye.